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I don't understand what I'm feeling right now ;"(
But it so destroyed and annoying me.
In the light and in front of you, I can smile, but in the dark, I can't mask my sadness.
This is me, a woman who is still looking for its own identity.
ehmm sometimes I feel happy, but too often I feel lonely.
I just feel tired now.
Bored, why this life is always like this, not more.
And clearly, I really need a hug now so let me cry, and don't ask why I am crying.

"When I'm alone, I think. When I think, I remember. When I remember, I feel pain. When I feel pain, I cry. When I cry so I can't stop."